Hi Mummy.. I thought l saw you today.. In the village on my lunch break, my stomach flipped when, for an instant l thought it was you walking towards me. I was so excited but my head couldn't quite comprehend what was happening, my stomach flipped and my heart was racing with excitement, l wanted to run and scoop you in my arms... Then that overwhelming disappointment and sadness when l realised it wasn't you, it couldn't be you. I sobbed openly.. It was a hundred times worse than the disappointment of waking from a dream and realising it wasn't real. I've never experienced disappointment like it. I miss you so very much and the wanting gets worse with every single day. I wish you were here with me. I love you to the moon and back always and forever Lindsay xxxx