I can't get to sleep tonight nanny, I'm cuddling up to Harrison and I just wish so much you were here with us. I will cherish all the beautiful things you made him, and when hes older he will know that they were made with so much love. You would be so proud of Lauren, she's now a mummy to the most perfect little girl Hallie. I gave loz one of the cardigans you made Harrison, and she was so overwhelmed and happy. Now Hallie can have some of your love. Please keep looking over our family, we all need it. I hope you and grandad are happy up in heaven, I love you to the moon and back. Always xxxxxxxx